Sorry, no update this time either. I wanted to report in on how it goes with me and why everything is being so slow.

I don’t have my current good social helpers anymore. They have helped me produce a statement on my anxiety condition and where I am in my recovery, which is not looking so good due to outside factors like my family constantly soaring over me.

Hopefully I will get some new, good social helpers soon. Hopefully, I will get the more intense Psychiatric help I need to become able to manage myself better.

I can only hope. Things are not easy for me. I spend most days trying to recover my energy, doing things I “enjoy”, even though I hardly feel much other than regret, shame and guilt.

I am so sorry everyone. I am trying with all I have, and it’s still barely holding together.

To those of you who still donate to my patreon, after all this: Thank you, thank you all so much.

To those of you who still are on the Discord, who still wants this story to continue, im there with you. I want to work on it but it’s borderline impossible when I can hardly get myself to go buy groceries.

Don’t worry, I will survive. I just need more therapy. I need more help than I have already gotten. I have gotten a good distance on what help I have but it is clearly, CLEARLY not enough.

Thank you all a thousand times for reading Terrene Spire. Thank you, thank you thank you thank you.

Thank you for caring about this world I have been trying to make. This story I have been trying to unfold.

I am so sorry that I keep failing you all. But I know I truly aren’t, I am just, so… So, broken.

Thank you everyone.

Thank you, please, good luck everyone and I hope you’re having a pleasant day.